Home Everywhere

This week’s other featured book,  “The Hero,” by Helene Sanguinetti and Ann Cefola, can be found by scrolling down below this post, or by clicking the author’s name on our Authors page.


Image result for Megan McNamer + author + photoTHE BOOK: Home Everywhere.


THE AUTHOR: Megan McNamer.

THE EDITOR: Diane Goettel.

THE PUBLISHER: Black Lawrence Press.

SUMMARY: Home Everywhere is about wanting to join the hot and noisy world, rather than viewing it through plate glass windows from air-conditioned rooms or matching images to a description in a book. It’s about trying to un-mediate experience. It’s about wanting to break on through to the other side, while, at the same time, fretting about how much to tip. And it is about the confusion and uncertainties and hubris and plain old mundanities that accompany the more inchoate impulses of travel.

Oh, and it is about wanting to escape death. It’s about wanting to create a stage and strut upon it, to put boundaries around experience and exist within that sphere. For a while.

THE BACK STORY: I wrote sections of this separately, they weren’t intended to be part of a larger story. Some small travel vignettes were based on a guided tour to Bangkok that I went on with my aunt and uncle in l998. Some longer sections were memoirish pieces I’d been working on for years. Finally I decided that they all belonged together, and I set to work stitching up the parts to make it flow. So this is a book about a trip, with stories. That’s how I think of it.

WHY THIS TITLE?: I took the title from a quote by Novalis that I read in something about Heidegger. “Philosophy is really homesickness, an urge to be at home everywhere.”

I find it evocative more than explanatory. Another Heidegger-derived (I think) quote sticks in my mind: “We are always waiting for something. We are always waiting for something as a whole. This something as a whole is the world.”

And then there’s Barbara Pym, who writes about “the desire for something afar, from the sphere of our sorrow.” She was probably quoting some Romantic poet, or maybe one of her clergymen or “excellent women” were doing the quoting, while tucking into a simple lunch or sipping a measured glass of sherry. (Aha –Google says it’s Shelley.)

For me, there is a kind of sorrow in the notion of “home everywhere,” a homesickness, a nostalgia for something you’ve never seen. (But Home Everywhere, my novel, is often funny, I believe. My best friend from first grade kept sending me “LOL” texts, attached to lines from the book as she was reading it. Of course, we share some sensibilities that others might not have.)

WHY WOULD SOMEONE WANT TO READ IT? If a reader picks this up and reads it as a travel book, he or she will be baffled and maybe slightly annoyed. It isn’t exactly an anti-travel book, though. It’s about travel as pilgrimage and as theater and as “regular” life dislodged. Dislodged but still tethered to home, whether the traveler wants that to be the case or not.

These characters are not profound or unusual. They might be Evan Connell’s Mr. and Mrs. Bridge, signing up for a chartered tour. Somewhere it’s been written of Evan Connell – “This sensual yearning for knowledge, this insatiable wanderlust – what Anatole France called ‘a long desire’ – is Connell’s constant subject and his greatest theme.”


“Home Everywhere … is a controlled crash, a tour of a sublime tour de force, satisfying on many levels and telling in every tongue.” — Michael Martone (book blurb)

“In Home Everywhere … Megan McNamer shows us that the companions are no less important than the destination. Life brings everyone to unexpected places that are not on any map, and the reader gladly joins in for the ride.” –Laura Esther Wolfson (book blurb)

“…a fascinating kaleidoscope of a novel.” –Grady Harp (San Francisco Review of Books)

AUTHOR PROFILE: I grew up in small towns in northern Montana and come from a writing family; both sisters are published novelists, and writers in various genres are scattered throughout my contemporary and historical familial connections.

I have degrees in Music (BA from University of Montana) and Ethnomusicology (MA from University of Washington) and acknowledge that background as my primary source of inspiration and training as a writer. If asked to explain, I can’t, exactly. It’s something to do with trying to decode and capture the ineffable.

The highlight of my week is playing Balinese gamelan music with a community group in Missoula, MT (Manik Harum).

AUTHOR COMMENTS: I am interested in travel writing that delves into (or maybe just lightly touches on) theory. Certain bits of this novel are stolen from others (Laurence Durrell, Alain de Botton, Barbara Pym). Barbara Pym, of course, wasn’t a travel writer, but her work in the offices of the African Institute in London inspired some sly send-ups of ethnography, ethnographers and concepts of “the field.” She also has many characters in her novels who make seemingly obtuse observations that are so mundane they become profound. I love that stuff.


1. M(r). Butterfly

His real name was something else. It had tones and diphthongs and unaspirated p’s. It was piquant and fluttering, the way he pronounced it, his voice guarded, clandestine. Quickly then he reverted to the businesslike “Ron,” a created character, clearly. Ron was a combination of police, priest, parent, and pimp. “Get into the temple,” Ron might say, his language pragmatic and unadorned. Everyone liked him. It was nearing the end of the millennium, in the waning days of November, the waxing days of December, the darkening days of winter, the holiday season in the Western world. Time to flee the festive hearth and set off for a ten-day trip to a foreign land. (A reprieve of sorts, this bargain tour, from states of longing, aloneness, and relentless cheer.) When they first shuffled down the chute upon arrival, they arranged their faces to say: We are well-traveled people and students of culture. Some made their faces say even more: I have slept in the rainforest canopy. I have rubbed shoulders with shamans. I don’t tour, I trek. I have trekked to places never before seen by the common traveler. The tourists knew that they were just tourists. I have observed factory workers amid the clang of their toil. I have studied the courtship songs of refugees. I have gone right into the homes and made friends for life!

There stood the beaming Ron outside baggage claim, wearing a crisply-laundered white shirt with thin green stripes, a small brass name tag centered neatly on the pocket. His smile, which appeared to be absolutely genuine, was also instantly, guilelessly flirtatious. “My name is R-O-N,” he said, pointing with his left index finger to invisible letters in the air, a large sliver watch glinting on his wrist like a signal mirror.

“Ron!” the tourists responded, a bit precipitately.

“Ah, your English is excellent,” he smiled, looking right at each of them, a flicker of irony hovering about his lips. They were made to feel good, in cahoots with Ron. He seemed to be saying: I know, and you know, and I know you know, and I want you to know I know, and I want you to know I know you know all those clichés. About all those others. Not you.

“Follow me,” Ron chimed, and swaggered away, confident of their attention. They gathered their things and followed him, over skyways, up ramps, and around corners.

They followed him to the accompaniment of “Bridge Over Troubled Water,” a melancholy, duple-metered rendition strummed on a steel guitar. (Ron had a fussy, near-prissy physical brio that exuded machismo itself, deconstructed and distilled. That was what some of the tourists noticed. Others simply noticed that his pants fit perfectly.)

Through sliding glass doors, they followed him, waddling stiff-legged after the long flight, elbowing their way out into a steamy, incubator-warm parking garage filled with growling buses waiting in the 4 a.m. neon glare at full, repressed throttle. A quick stab of travel sadness was generally experienced. Or might it be joy? They were here. None of them had been here before. A door had stood open and now it was closed and they were in. Here they were.

The only colors in the gaseous gray were purple clumps of garlands, reminiscent of leis, and the brilliant magenta of the costumes of the lei attendants, languorous, silk-swathed girls accompanied by camera-equipped boys. The sex trade! No, welcome teams. Working the arrivals.

The camera boys wore the same green stripes as Ron, though not so nattily. They stood with the girls at the open doors of the buses, an appropriate number of garlands draped over each girl’s arm, brochures and tin buttons arrayed on a tray. Various toxins vied for space in the semi-enclosed area. As each panting, decompressing passenger ambled gratefully toward the steps of his (or her) designated vehicle, a girl lassoed him (or her) with a lei, saying “Welcome, Sir (or Madam),” with a quick fold of the hands to the forehead. Then the girl stood next to this perspiring, sleep-craving stranger, smooth cheek to rumpled cheek in a mini-position of intimacy, while a boy snapped a photo, redeemable later for US $10.

They wanted to be good sports about this. They wanted to seem unthreatened. They didn’t always travel in hordes (they wanted this understood), but so what? They hoped to convey a stance that was not “anti,” but “post.” We’re beyond being ill at ease. That was what the well-traveled hoped to convey with their stance, distinguishing themselves from the nervously beaming novices.

Everyone looked at Ron, who was monitoring the proceedings with a white, linen handkerchief kept close to his mouth and nose, presumably to filter the fumes, or maybe to dab sweat from his upper lip. Holding the folded square in place, he guided them into the bus with his free hand, the fingers performing a regular little twirl at the end of his languid arm, the heavy watch winking, the overall effect that of a blessing, a mock blessing, a tinge of carnival, a dancer moonlighting as a doorman. They wanted to match Ron’s dramatic flair. But the tourists weren’t there yet. Some tried to duck the photo, others dodged the lei. A woman dropped several packages of peanuts she’d saved from the flight and also her reading glasses, which she retrieved with a pounce. This awkward behavior created a catch in the smoothness of the whole maneuver, the face of her welcome girl became knit with the faintest of frowns. Ron came to the rescue, lowering his handkerchief and bestowing the moment with a sudden big grin, his teeth showing even and radiant in this personalized extension of his uniform smile, itself so full of pleasure and professionalism.

He exudes a male animus that an equally-short Norman Mailer would kill for, a would-be novelist in the group made a mental note to write. He exudes a soft concern, thought the would-be novelist’s wife. And total authority.

“Everything is okay?” Ron tilted his head ever so slightly. The tourists nodded mutely, eyeing the hard holster swivel clip cellphone case he had strapped to his belt, next to a black, collapsible umbrella, as compact as a billy club.

“Get into the bus,” he smiled. They did, with no further struggle. Floating through the city and toward their beds, the tourists wondered if the cool fingers they’d felt on their arms belonged to the silky girls or to Ron. Faint sensations still lingered of just the barest moments of contact, like moths brushing skin. Slipping into nodding half-dreams, they became the moths and Ron their captor. Then Ron and the girls became entangled. He wore shimmering colors; they wore his name tag. Then the tourists were the ones all wrapped up with Ron. He reclaimed his name tag. It said RON. The tourists wore their own tin buttons. These said PARADISE PROMISE. As the bus sighed along, they sank fully to sleep, convinced they had finally arrived.

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WHERE ELSE TO BUY IT: Amazon, Barnes & noble, etc. Black Lawrence Press https://www.blacklawrence.com/home-everywhere/ Small Press Distribution https://www.spdbooks.org/Products/9781625578044/home-everywhere.aspx

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PRICE: $21.95.

CONTACT THE AUTHOR:  http://www.meganmcnamer.com meganmcnamer@gmail.com https://www.facebook.com/megan.mcnamer https://twitter.com/meganmmcnamer



















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Recently retired after 35 years with the News & Advance newspaper in Lynchburg, VA, now re-inventing myself as a novelist/nonfiction writer and writing coach in Lake George, NY.

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